PLEASE EXCUSE ME FOR THE BIG CAPS! I AM ONCE AGAIN PISSED OFF BEYOND BELIEF! I AM SO SICK OF BITCHES AND SLUTS AND THE LIKE, FUCKING WITH ME AND FUCKING MY WORLD UP! I AM TWO STEPS FROM BEING IN AN INSTITUTE! NO DOUBT FOR REAL! I CAN’T TAKE ANYMORE OF THE SHIT!

Ok! Here goes….this one is the recent girl that I was with. Her name is “Closet”….mmm…i mean Carrie LOL!! Ooops….I’ll explain the “CLOSET” part later. Anyway fucking ways….we had met at the SHITTY MILTON VILLAGE WHERE SHIT USUALLY LIVES BUT IN THIS FUCKING CASE….I thought she wouldn’t be like all the rest….we had met ……started dating and so forth and everything was great!

We were together nine fucking months….the thing was she was having problems with her ex boyfriend from the SHITTY MILTON VILLAGE! So she relocated into SHAMOKIN another SHIT HOLE ON THE GLOBE! Because it was for Women in Transitition program cause her bastard ex boyfriend beat her around sometimes or whatever. But anyway…we hardly seen each other then being that she lived almost an hour away….my gram was being a bitch about going to get her…and if I messed up something at the house (grams house) she used that as a “PUNISHMENT” on me, not going to get her that is. WHICH FUCKING PISSED ME OFF TO! THAT WASNT RIGHT! FUCKING BITCH! BUT ANY FUCKING WAYS!

We both had our little problems where we lived and so on and money wasn’t great because I had a SHIT JOB and STILL DO…..and she really didn’t have any good job either….We talked about living together and so forth…but it was hard to get into even the SHITTEST place like a MILTON VILLAGE type place…..but not there lmao! Anyways…all the fucking sudden with her stressful environment out there and so forth……she was beginning to seem DISTANT! MMMM….I wonder why!!?? She was all about NEEDING SPACE AND TIME TO THINK ABOUT SHIT THAT NEEDS TAKING CARE OF AROUND WHERE SHE LIVES AT AND SO ON!

THAT TO ME IS FUCKING BULLSHIT! THE ONLY THING SHE WAS ALL “CONFUSED” ABOUT WAS THE FACT THERE WAS ANOTHER PRICK MOTHERFUCKER GUY INVOLVED WITH THE SHIT WE HAD TO START WITH!

Confused MY ASS! THERE WOULDN’T BE ANY FUCKING CONFUSION IF YOU WEREN’T FLIRTING AROUND WITH ANOTHER GUY BEHIND MY BACK! WOULD THERE SLUT!? NO! I DIDN’T FUCKING THINK SO! She kept telling the ppl she was living with for the time being that I was the one she loved and wanted to be with forever and hoped to get married to me and so forth, HA! WHATEVER!!

(PLEASE NOTE:

THE “CLOSET” PART CAME FROM A COMMENT I HAD MADE ORIGINALLY AT WORK WHILE TALKING TO CO-WORKERS BEING THAT SOME OF THEM ARE NOT BI POLARS LMAO AND I CAN ACTUALLY TALK TO THEM ABOUT SERIOUS SHIT, BUT ANY FUCKING WAYS….THE “CLOSET” NAME WAS BECAUSE I REFERED TO “OUR” RELATIONSHIP AT THAT THE TIME BEFORE AS LIKE WEARING AN OUTFIT, LIKE: WHICH ONE WILL I WEAR TODAY! LIKE PULLING THEM OUTTA THE CLOSET…BECAUSE I DIDN’T REALLY TRUST HER THEN, OR REALLY AT ALL BECAUSE OF WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT HER, AND THAT IS MORE CLEARLY EXPLAINED BELOW LMAO, ABOUT WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT HER. <WINK>)

THAT ISN’T WHAT THE PPL SHE WAS STAYING WITH SAID TO ME LOL!! LIAR!! HEAD GAME PLAYER LIKE THE EX BITCH WIFE! WHORE!! CHEATER FROM THE DEPTHS OF HELL! NOW SHE WITH THAT OTHER GUY OUTTA TOWN FOR TWO WEEKS….GOTTA DO THEIR LAUNDRY AND ALL, WHATEVER BITCH!

YOUR A CHEATER! A USER! AND NEVER WILL GET WITH ANYONE SERIOUSLY CAUSE RELATIONSHIPS MEAN SHIT TO U TO START WITH! WHY U ASKED BEFORE ABOUT ME NOT TAKING THE RELATIONSHIP SO SERIOUSLY!!??  WELL! THIS IS WHY! THE SHIT PPL WARNED ME ABOUT WITH HER, BUT I TRIED TO IGNORE IT! DAMN! I DIDN’T WANNA GET HURT BAD LIKE THE OTHER TIMES I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP! THAT IS WHY I DIDN’T REALLY GET “INTO” THE RELATIONSHIP SERIOUSLY!

I HAVE TO ADD THIS PART TO…I HAD CHOSE TO BREAKUP TEMPORARLIY BEING THAT I WAS HOPING THAT IT WOULD HELP HER OUT WITH LOWERING HER STRESS FACTORS AND SHIT! BUT BOY! DID I REALLY HELP HER OUT THIS TIME OR WHAT!!?? IT’S FUCKING BULLSHIT!

I NEVER REALLY WANTED TO EVEN “TEMPORARILY BREAK IT OFF” BECAUSE I DID LOVE HER TO DEATH, JUST WASN’T SURE ABOUT HER AND WHERE SHE REALLY STOOD ON SHIT WITH US! (MEANING- BECAUSE, THEY SAID SHE WOULD USE ME, CHEAT ON ME IF SHE DIDN’T GET WHAT SHE WANTED, SHE ONLY ACTS LIKE SHE DOES OR WILL LOVE ME TO GET WHATEVER THE HELL SHE WANTS, IF SHE DON’T GET THAT, THEN WATCH MYSELF. CAUSE I WILL GET HURT!) AFTER ALL I DID GET HURT BEFORE AND BAD!

THAT’S WHY I DIDN’T PUT A FULL 100% INTO THE RELATIONSHIP YET! BECAUSE THE HURT FACTORS ARE DOING A NUMBER ON ME! WELL! LIKE THIS POSTS SAYS AND SHIT, I DID GET HURT ONCE THE FUCK AGAIN! AND I AM PISSED OFF BEYONE BELIEF AND IM TIRED OF IT, I CAN’T TAKE NO MORE OF THIS SHIT!

MY POINT WAS PROVEN!  SHE PROVED ME RIGHT! IM DONE! IM TIRED OF THE SHIT HEAD GAMES GIRLS PLAY AND USING GUYS FOR ALL THEY ARE WORTH AND STUFF! FUCK IT ALL! TIME TO BE A MALE SLUT AGAIN AND USE THEM I SUPPOSE! WOOT WOOT!! IM DONE! LATER!

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