Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me
Deadly loss this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now, hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now i cant think, think why i should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now i will just say goodbye
Goodbye

Since I’m an old school Metallica fan, I think I’d like to have the song “Fade To Black” played at my funeral / burial… Either “Fade to Black” or “Nothing Else Matters”… Oh God those songs kick ass!

P.S. And to whoever gives a shit, I’d like to be cremated instead of having an open casket. I’d rather be burnt twice (real body after dying and then second time in hell), than be seen by a bunch of Christian hypocrites.