It’s amazing how many people have friends that are lock boxes. Do I have any? Nope!
All my “friends” run and tell the person what I’m saying and etc. It’s funny though, cause the exgf can confide in her friends and talk shit on me all she wants. But when I get drunk and want to speak my mind, people run back to her to tell her what I said. They don’t want in the middle of it, but yet they put themselves in the middle of it.
I just think it’s fucked up. When is it a problem to speak your mind and tell how you feel to “friends”? It’s not a sin… Everyone loves her, she ain’t a bitch to them and she don’t treat them like a pile of shit like she does me. But she does bitch about everyone in the building to me, puts people down. Did I tell them, nope I didn’t. She uses “doing this for me and doing that for me”, as a reason to be bitch and treat me like shit.
“Oh, if I’m a bitch, I wouldn’t make your bed.” “If I’m a bitch, I wouldn’t do your dishes.” “If I’m a bitch, I wouldn’t make you meals…” “If I’m such a bitch I wouldn’t do this or that. You can’t use actions done for me, as reason to treat me like shit bitch! That’s like saying.. “Oh, I can punch you in face all I want, cause I did your dishes and make your meals daily..” Nope.. won’t work here.
I get treated like shit and dirt, and all I did was love her. She says she’s done, but I’m the one that deserves to say I’m done, not her. I was the abused one in the relationship… not her. She can go fuck herself… I’m glad my “friend” told her what I said. I’m done.. I’m tired of it. This is part of my lock box.
