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The Flip Flop…

Twisted / 5 June, 2010 / Leave a Comment

It’s always nice to land that “special someone” that you feel is the “one”, but there’s those times too, that you have to watch out for a sinking (relation)ship too, like the Titanic.

This last one was about the size of the Titanic, although the size didn’t matter. It was the actions of it, that it sank. I’m sorry, but, I don’t get rock hard to fuck on the first date, let alone the second one. My male slut days were over long ago… I told her that, she don’t listen.

I’d rather have something special on the level of love, and knowing my partner on the emotional and mental level first, before tearing off the clothes to fuck. It’s not a relationship if you’re full boar on sex, and nothing else. It’s SO easy for a chick to spread the legs, and claim love is there if she’s taking your dick. But me, nah, sorry.

The words of “I love you” and etc, were merely thrown around like bullshit, you really didn’t mean what you felt, nor what you said. You’re just like any other slut in my past life, wanting sex only, and bail out. You need to grow up, seriously. I didn’t think you were a one night pit stop, but all your actions proved otherwise…

Because that’s all men are anyway these days… I’m far from that, but you’ll never know, Queen Ton, because you shipped me out the door because I wasn’t wanting to be your whore. Whatever, your loss is another gain. I have more dignity than that. And to throw me out that quick, without an adult discussion of it, and to throw away what we did establish to this point… Is a damn shame. It really does show you’re true intentions and feelings.

Tata bitch, you lost, I gained… Wish you the best with your male sluts and never getting anyone special enough to last with you, because you’re too damn selfish to allow it to happen. Good luck tho, since you run the show… You fail.

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And the bitches call me an asshole…..AH!!

Bitches Rants

Twisted / 14 June, 2004 / Leave a Comment

I AM SO SICK OF THE BITCHES CALLING ME AN ASSHOLE! IF ANYTHING, YOU ARE THE REASON I AM ONE!

Here below is just a little list of why I am so defensive at work or becoming more of an “asshole” to the bipolar bitches!

1) I CAN’T SPEAK MY MIND ON SHIT! – THEY CAN BITCH AND SAY ALL THEY WANNA, BUT…I’M SUPPOSE TO KEEP MY DAMN MOUTH SHUT! NAA! DON’T FUCKING THINK SO BITCHES! REALITY CHECK!

2) I CAN’T DEFEND MYSELF! – THEY CAN CALL ME WHATEVER NAMES THEY WANNA…AND I’M JUST SUPPOSE TO TAKE IT ALL AND NOT SAY SHIT! THAT IS FUCKING BULLSHIT! THEY ALL BITCHES WITH A PROBLEM AND NEED THERAPY AND MEDS!

3) THEY ARE THE BIGGEST FUCKING HYPOCRITS IT’S NOT EVEN FUNNY! – THEY BITCH AT ME FOR CERTAIN THINGS….BUT THEN THEY DO IT AND IT’S OK! WHATEVER BITCHES!

4) THEY PRETTY MUCH JUST FLIRT AND ACT LIKE O YEAH…..I’LL GET WITH U AND THEN NOT! – THAT’S ONLY TO GET WHAT THEY WANT AND SHIT AND THEN IT’S BACK ON THE BACK BURNER AGAIN!

5) THEY AIN’T USING ME! HAHAHA! WHATEVER U SAY! – NAA….THEY AIN’T USING ME AT ALL..NOO WAY! TWISTED….CAN U MAKE ME A CD? I WANT THESE SONGS, BLAH BLAH BLAH…. … NOT! NO ONE GIVES ME MONEY TOWARDS THE CDS, SO I CAN KEEP THE BLANKS STOCKED UP! ANOTHER THING IS…THEY FLIRT AND SHIT…SO THEIR WORKLOAD JUST NONCHALANTLY GETS PUT ON ME…MMMM…..I WONDER HOW THAT HAPPENED?! HEAD GAMES AND LIARS!

6) THEY MAKE FUN OF ME AND EVERYONE ELSE! BUT, THEY HATED THAT WHEN GOING TO SCHOOL, OR WHATEVER! IT’S LIKE…NOW …..THEY MUST FEEL SPECIAL! ALOT OF ATTENTION…OR SOMETHING…..AND NOW THEY TREATING CERTAIN PEOPLES JUST LIKE THEY WERE TREATED IN SCHOOL OR WHATEVER! THAT IS FUCKING IGNORANT AND BULLSHIT!

7) THEY CALL ME AN ASSHOLE OR JERK….BUT…..LOOK IN THE FUCKING MIRROR BITCHES! I WONDER WHY I’M TURNING INTO AN ASSHOLE TOWARDS YOU! IF YOU TREAT PEOPLES WITH DISRESPECT….EXPECT IT BACK! THAT’S PART OF LIFE AND IT’S TIME TO GROW THE FUCK UP! WELCOME TO LIFE BITCHES!

8) WHEN SOMEONE OR SOMETHING IN THEIR LIFE PISSES THEM OFF OR UPSETS THEM….IT’S TIME TO TREAT TWISTED LIKE SHIT! THEY TAKE OUT ALL THEIR PROBLEMS AND SHIT ON ME! WHEN I ASK THEM QUESTIONS THAT ARE NICE OR WHATEVER…..THEY JUST SNAP ON ME AND TREAT ME LIKE SHIT! FUCK OFF AND DIE BITCHES!

9) THEY DON’T KNOW HOW TO TREAT REAL FRIENDS! THEY DON’T KNOW HOW TO PICK MEN! THEY JUST DON’T KNOW SHIT! THEY THINK THEY DO….BUT REALLY THEY DON’T!

10) THEY KEEP FORGETTING TO TAKE THEIR FUCKING MEDICATIONS! I THINK THIS IS ANOTHER REASON THEY JUST KEEP GIVING ATTITUDE FOR NOTHING! START TAKING THE MEDICATIONS AND START MARKING DOWN WHEN YA TAKE THEM!

11) THIS KINDA GOES WITH NUMBER 8, BUT…WHEN SOMEONE OR SOMETHING PISSES THEM OFF. THEY TELL ME ….I MIGHT SNAP ON YOU…JUST LETTING YOU KNOW A HEAD OF TIME. IF YOU DO SOMETHING STUPID OR WHATEVER! NOW…WHEN OR IF I WAS IN A BAD MOOD….I WASN’T SUPPOSE TO TAKE SHIT OUT ON PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY IF THEY DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG! NOW WHY IS IT OK FOR THEM BITCHES TO DO IT, BUT NOT ME!? THAT’S FUCKED UP AND WRONG! IT’S THERAPY TIME BITCHES!

12) THEY LIKE TO TAG TEAM WITH OTHER BITCHES! NOW!.. YA KNOW RIGHT THERE IT’S AN INSTANT LOSING SITUATION! I WISH THAT MALE COOK DIDN’T QUIT…HE DIDN’T LIKE THEM ANYMORE THEN ME! HE WOULD TELL THEM ALL OFF TO AND MAKE THEM BITCHES CRY HAHAHA!

13) IT’S OK FOR THEM TO TELL SEXUAL RELATED STORIES TO ME AND STUFF….OR JUST ABOUT BOYFRIEND RELATIONSHIPS…..BUT, THEY TELL ME WHEN THEY ARE TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIPS AND SHIT! THAT’S FUCKED UP TO!

14) THEY CALL ME IMMATURE! HAHAHA! WHATEVER BITCHES! 99.9999999% OF THE TIME…THEY ACTING LIKE LITTLE KIDS FROM HELL AND TREATING ME LIKE SHIT! THEN EXPECT ME TO TAKE IT LIKE…..THERE IS NOTHING WRONG! THE VERBAL INSULTS, THE NONCHALANTLY USING, THE FLIRTING, THE EMOTIONAL ABUSE, THE MENTAL ABUSE DAILY! BUT, I’M JUST A FUCKING HAPPY CAMPER! MY LIFE IS PEACHY! I LOVE MY LIFE….NOT!!!!!! WHERE’S THE GUN SO I CAN END IT RIGHT THERE AND SPLATTER MY BRAINS ALL OVER THE BITCHES FACES! NOW THERE! HOW YOU LIKE THAT FUCKERS! I MY AS WELL END IT AND GO STRAIGHT TO HELL RIGHT! FUCK THE TRAINING FOR IT….

There, I had to get that off my chest! I think there is still more, but.. they will come later! I know they’ll prolly reply to this while I’m in bed or something…so I won’t be online when they reply! But, when or if they do! I will have a nice reply for them! Ta ta….laterz

Twisted

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