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HOT OFF THE PRINTING PRESS, FROM THE “TWISTED STANDARD BULLSHIT JOURNAL PAPER INC”…

Feelings General It Is Said

There’s been ALOT going on lately. There’s SO MUCH shit piled on my plate that even the nearest fat person wouldn’t be able to devour in a quarter past the hour, so sorry that my responses and posts have been NILL lately… Anyway, here’s what’s been going on in my “wonderful life”, or better known as “a steamy pile of horse shit”.

A.) My Jenn had her surgery today, Friday the 15th. Poor thing had 3 or 4 gall stones in her gall bladder, giving her immense pain in the stomach
and all over. Even AFTER the surgery she’s STILL in immense pain. :(

Between pulling my normal double (10am to 4pm / 10pm to 2am) Friday shifts at work, I spent time with her in the hospital, gave her a Valentines day card and a rose. She’ll be getting more later though… ;) She’ll be released this (Sat. Feb. 16th) morning. While she’s home resting, I’ll be here spending time with the oldest son. :) Then on Sunday I’ll be going to her house for the day, which means I won’t be online. :P

B.) Christine apparently THOUGHT I would enjoy emails regarding drama related bullshit about Rissie. Uh, who fucking cares about Rissie? I sure as hell don’t give a shit about her, or whatever the hell that drama is about. *Shrug* I’m sorry, but if the FIRST email to me in MONTHS/WEEKS has to be drama related, then you’re up to NO GOOD.

This coming from someone that gave me royal hell for being a part of the drama from the get go, this coming from someone that doesn’t want drama with Ranee and them and wanted me to ban them all. But can stir up shit about Rissie, bringing me into “it”, and I don’t even fucking KNOW HER.

I’m sorry, but if that’s all you’re going to do here, then just keep moving along. I don’t need that shit no more. The only one that I was picking at, was Krystal. Because she’s ALWAYS there, ALWAYS doing the same old shit. She deserves what she gets. She dishes it out, but can’t handle the same servings of shit when passed back around to her.

As for you Christine. We’re done. Plan and simple. DONE! DONE! DONE! FUCKING DONE! Sing it people! Go back to the wonderful husband you claim to be with, ya know…Mr. Shitty and be happy. Or wait, weren’t you dating your teacher last I knew? Ah, that’s right. You were. Good luck with it all! Stop emailing me bullshit. To call truce, to call closure to US. You’re pictures are down and gone. They are no more on my server, nor on CDS.

I don’t need that shit anymore, especially since I’m happy with Jenn. I don’t need her seeing that stuff by chance, and getting sick all over again and end up in hospital once more. You could have had a good thing here, but, ya fucked that up royally.

That whole time I was chasing you, hoping for something serious (but turned out to be shit), could have been spent on someone else far better than you. Well, actually that whole time was already covered, Jenn was there. She was just on the back side for a temporary reason. Ah well, you lost, Jenn won all along. Have a nice life. Pfft, please.. “nice life” bwahahaha!

C.) I WAS going to answer Nicole on her site, but I my as well do it here quick. I know I told her it’s pointless to have the same thing scattered every where else, but I really rather just reply to her comments here instead.

ME: That’s nice, I thought you didn’t visit TGO’s site no more? So how did you know what was posted, if you didn’t visit TGO’s site?

NICOLE: “Maybe she got an anonymous tip, TGO-style.”

Yeah probably. That, or she just plain lied to me about NOT visiting THEIR sites. Either way, she a liar. *Shrug*

ME: Probably because you’ve ripped on me repeatedly before, treated me like shit the whole time (that I was chasing you and trying to be serious
with you)

NICOLE: “why would you want to be with someone who was promiscuous with her own relatives?”

I figured, everyone has their Kinky moments and does something off the wall or wrong in their life at some point. *Shrug* Of course, the more correct answer really is; I was just stupid.

CHRISTINE: “You promised me you’d never do that again.”

NICOLE: “You’ve done that before? By god, why wasn’t I there?”

Yeah it was done before. Believe me, be thankful you weren’t there then. BUT, the pictures from BACK THEN were posted already though, so you seen them anyway! *Shrug* Although they’re removed from my server now, I’m sure someone else out there has em yet lmao.

CHRISTINE: “I’m also willing to answer anything you want to know.”

NICOLE: “I have a question. Why in fuck’s name do you date people on the internet? Why the shit do you give naked pictures of yourself to your online boy toy, that were ACTUALLY meant for your brother? What the flying fuck?”

Dating people online isn’t really a BAD thing. The BAD thing about “it” is, most people are from out of State, they aren’t really local. You also never know WHO they really are, unless you met them in person. It’s also more convenient. Others told me the same thing though too, it’s pointless dating others online. I’m starting to believe it all now, 100%. When single, sharing pictures to boy toys and or girl toys is fun. :D As for the brother part, it’s kinky! :P

ME: “Perhaps? I don’t really remember anymore. But if I did, everyone please send her a Valentines Day card k…”

NICOLE: “I don’t believe in Valentine’s day. I don’t believe in love. No, not after this tragic day in history.

I feel that I have the right to pick apart the sad remnants of this relationship because they were meant for the general public in the first place. Being on the Internet, and all.

Because the Internet is SO personal and intimate. I want to vomit. I think I’m becoming bulimic, because this puking thing is most certainly a habit.”

Your thoughts, feelings, comments and such on the “relationship” are taken without any ill feelings. You have the right to say what you want about “it”. I ain’t mad. You’re really right though. My apologizes go to you, for having to be reading the shit regarding the past shit. It’s all basically just a bunch of shit and was a waste of time and life.

I’m sorry for even getting involved in “it” actually. I can only move on, move forward, and keep my head held high. My Jenn is there to help me with that though, and I’m grateful for that. :)

Anyway, that’s about all for the News. I’m tired as fuck now, I NEED sleep! Later people…

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My take on the drama bullshit…

General It Is Said Rants

IT’S MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY TIRESOME!! SHUT THE HELL UP, LEAVE EACH OTHER ALONE, AND LIVE YOUR LIVES!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think it’s high time to take a few days break from the net, instant messengers, and sites for awhile. If you have my phone number, you know how to call me… ;) BUY DAMN PHONE CARDS! CAUSE THAT’S WHAT I DO!!

It’s fucking sad actually, all this arguing going on, bitching, fighting, and getting on each other, that it makes anyone’s head swell up to the size of the Good Year Blimp…

Here below are my thoughts, suggestions, and opinions. If you don’t like them, fuck off!

1.) GET A FUCKING LIFE, AND GROW THE FUCK UP! WHO FUCKING CARES IF SOMEONE SAYS SHIT ABOUT YOU. THE MORE YOU DWELL ON IT, THE MORE IT WILL HAPPEN! LEAVE IT ALONE!

2.) IT’S OK TO RANT ABOUT THINGS AND SHIT! BUT WHEN IT INVOLVES OTHER PEOPLE 24-7, IT’S TIRESOME AND GIVES NOTHING BUT HEADACHES!

WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK IF “SO AND SO” DOES THIS, OR DOESN’T DO THAT!?! I SURE AS HELL DON’T REALLY CARE!!

NO ONE IS PERFECT, INCLUDING ME! WE ALL HUMAN, WE MAKE MISTAKES AND LEARN FROM THEM! EVEN THOUGH SOME DON’T LEARN, AND SO FUCKING WHAT! THAT’S THEIR LIFE, THAT’S NOT MINE! HELL, I’M STILL FUCKING UP, BUT AT LEAST I’M TRYING TO CHANGE A LITTLE BIT!

3.) FOR THE RECORD! JUST BECAUSE TGO AND SOME OTHER PEOPLE DON’T LIKE: JENN, KRYSTOLE, RANEE, AND WHOEVER THE HELL ELSE… DOESN’T MEAN I DO!

I DON’T KNOW THOSE PEOPLE, SO I DON’T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THOSE PEOPLE. I NEVER HAVE, NEVER WILL. ONLY THING THAT PISSED ME OFF WITH “KRYSTOLE”, WAS THE FACT OF HER STEALING PEOPLES LAYOUTS AND SHIT!

OTHER THEN THAT, I DON’T “KNOW” HER! I REALLY DON’T THINK SHE’S UGLY EITHER. EVEN THOUGH THAT ONE PICTURE WASN’T THE GREATEST PICTURE! LOL!

4.) PEOPLE MIGHT THINK I’M TGO’S BROTHER. WHICH IS FINE. BUT JUST BECAUSE HE AND I ARE SOME WHAT ALIKE IN PERSONALITY, POSTS, ATTITUDE, AND SO FORTH. DOESN’T MEAN I THINK JUST LIKE HIM, AND SHARE SAME OPINIONS ON PEOPLE LIKE HIM.

CHRISTINE AND I ARE PRETTY MUCH THE SAME WAY. WE LIKE SOME OF THE STUFF HE WRITES, BUT NOT ALL OF IT.

A.) I’M NOT RACIST…I SLEPT WITH A BLACK CHICK ALREADY WHEN LIVING IN HACKENSACK, NEW JERSEY! HELL, I’D SLEEP WITH ANOTHER BLACK CHICK AGAIN, IF I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY! (AND IF I WAS SINGLE OF COURSE! DON’T GET WRONG IDEAS THERE PEOPLE!) BESIDES ALL THAT, SOME OF MY FRIENDS ARE BLACK!
B.) I DON’T HATE GAYS…
C.) I DON’T THINK EVERYONE, INCLUDING THE KIDS IN HIS FORUMS ARE UGLY… (HELL, I HAVE A SON THAT WAS BORN 3 MONTHS EARLY, WITH CEREBRAL PALSY MYSELF!)
D.) LAST BUT NOT LEAST! I REALLY DON’T GIVE TWO SHITS IN THE WIND ABOUT PEOPLE’S ISSUES, UNLESS THEY CLOSE TO ME. I HATE BEING PART OF A DRAMA FEST 24-FUCKIN-7! I HAVE ENOUGH SHIT GOING ON IN MY SUCKY LIFE, I DON’T NEED TO DWELL AND BE APART OF ANYONE ELSE’S YET! MY MIND FEELS LIKE IT’S GOING TO BLOW!!!!!!

5.) IT DOES HURT LIKE HELL THAT THIS SPECIAL SOMEONE CAN TALK TO DANIEL ALL NIGHT, AND TOTALLY IGNORE ME! IT ALSO HURTS THAT BLOG MENTIONS NEVER HAPPEN, AND PROMISED PICTURES WOULD BE SENT, BUT THEN THEY NEVER SHOWED UP IN THE YAHOO MAIL BOX!

TO SOME THIS MIGHT BE FRIVOLOUS SHIT, AND UNIMPORTANT SHIT. BUT HELL, THE NET IS ALL WE GOT!!!!!! I CAN’T HOP IN A CAR AND GO SEE THE PERSON 24-FUCKIN-7!!

THAT’S BASICALLY THE SAME EQUIVALENT AS NOT SHOWING OFF YOUR LOVER ON THE STREETS, NOT TALKING ABOUT THEM TO YOUR “LIVE OFFLINE FRIENDS, BRAGGING ABOUT YOUR LOVER TO THEM FRIENDS!

NOT TO MENTION, IT’S LIKE NOT SHOWING YOUR FAMILY THEIR PHOTOS BECAUSE YOU EMBARRASSED, OR TOO LAZY! DOES IT HURT!? FUCK YEAH IT DOES! AND THE HAVING TO “HIDE/PROTECTING” TO SAVE “US” FROM ONLINE DRAMA IS SADDENING BULLSHIT!

DON’T GET ME WRONG, FRIENDS ARE REALLY IMPORTANT! THAT’S TRUE AND FINE! BUT JESUS FUCK! DON’T FORGET THE LOVER YOU’RE WITH THOUGH! OR YOU WON’T END UP HAVING ONE IN THE END!! ;)

SORRY, BUT IT’S REALITY! I’M DOING TONS TO SHOW OFF AND TELL PEOPLE THAT I AIN’T A SHAMED, SO WHY IS THE LITTLE SHIT, LIKE THE NORMAL EXPECTED STUFF SO HARD!?!?! I DON’T KNOW, I DON’T HAVE A CLUE! ALL I KNOW IS, IT FUCKING SUCKS ASS, AND HURTS LIKE FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE DYING, MY AS WELL COMMIT SUICIDE AND BE DONE WITH IT, FUCK IT!

6.) I MIGHT RANT, RAVE, AND ACT LIKE AN ASSHOLE ON HERE. AND EVEN RANT ABOUT THINGS EVERY WHERE ELSE! BUT JESUS FUCK, IT DON’T MEAN I HATE EVERYONE, OR EVERYTHING PER SE.

PEOPLE HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, A LOT OF MY ARTICLES WERE WRITTEN YEARS AGO, WHILE I WAS DRUNK AND PISSED OFF! THE POSTS WERE ORIGINALLY ABOUT MY REAL LIFE RELATIONSHIPS, JOBS, COWORKERS, AND MY SUCKY LIFE IN GENERAL. HENCE FOR THE RANTS AND SHIT. I THINK EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO THAT!!??

7.) JUST BECAUSE I’M TALKING WITH TGO, AND FRIENDS WITH TGO, DOESN’T MEAN I SHOULD BE HATED AND CLASSIFIED LIKE TGO.

THE SHIT I’M SAYING IN THIS POST ISN’T GOING AGAINST HIM, IT’S NOT TO PISS HIM OFF EITHER, NOR ANYONE ELSE! IT’S HOW I FEEL, IT’S HOW I’VE BEEN FEELING SINCE DAY ONE OF COMING ABOARD HIS SITE AND FORUMS.

HE KNOWS MY FEELINGS, THOUGHTS, OPINIONS, AND STUFF. UNLESS HE FORGOT IT. BUT EITHER WAY, I’M A PERSON THAT LIKES TO KEEP SHIT “REAL”. I HATE PRETENDING TO BE SOMETHING I’M NOT, I AIN’T “FAKE”…

AGAIN, THIS POST ISN’T MEANT TO PISS HIM OFF, OR BE A BITCH AND BAWL FEST. IT’S JUST ME TELLING EVERYONE WHERE I STAND AND HOW I FEEL. I’M ALLOWED. DON’T LIKE IT, FUCK OFF!

8.) I DO THINK IT’S WRONG TO MAKE FUN OF SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY HAVE A DISEASE, MENTAL ISSUES, HANDICAPPED CHILDREN, PEOPLE ON THEIR DEATH-BEDS, AND ETC ETC.

I KNOW I MIGHT MAKE FUN OF SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY FAT, UGLY, AND ETC. BUT IT’S JUST OUT OF MERE FUCKING AROUND. NO ONE CAN REALLY HELP HOW THEY WERE BORN, RAISED, AND ETC.

I’M BASICALLY JUST DOING WHAT ANYONE ELSE WOULD DO, IF THEY SEEN SOMEONE THAT WAS FAT AND UGLY! JUST A QUICK OBSERVATION, AND SARCASTIC REMARK! DOESN’T MEAN I HATE THEM.

HELL…I’M SURE THEY THE NICEST, AND SWEETEST PERSON TO TALK TO IN PERSON! AND BE AROUND TOO! WE’LL, OF COURSE BE AROUND, CAUSE THEY SO ROUND.. SO.. LOL! DAMN, I GOTTA STOP… ANYWAY, YOU GET MY POINT I HOPE…?

9.) I AIN’T ONE TO SAY THIS SHIT, BUT I GOTTA! GET RIGHT WITH THE LORD, AND GET SAVED! ENJOY YOUR LAST DAYS ON EARTH, BECAUSE THE LORD IS COMING BACK FOR HIS PEOPLE SOON!

LOVE YOUR FAMILIES, FRIENDS, NEIGHBORS, AND ANYONE AROUND YOU! I WAS WATCHING “JACK VAN IMPE” THIS MORNING AROUND 8:30AM EST. HE SAYS THE 7 MAJOR BIBLE PROPHECIES WERE FULFILLED.

AND TO EXPECT THE FUTURE “ANTICHRIST” TO COME OUT OF THE EUROPEAN UNION SOON, TO MAKE A 7 YR PEACE TREATY WITH ISRAEL, AND THE USA GOV’T PASSED A BILL FOR HAVING EVERYONE “TAGGED” WITH “ID CHIPS” BY MAY 2008.

HE ALSO SAYS THE LORD WILL HAVE HIS RAPTURE HAPPEN BEFORE THE “TAGGING”… I DUNNO ABOUT YOU, BUT I’D PLAY IT SAFE AND GET YOUR SHIT ON THE RIGHT TRACK… I KNOW, I KNOW.. YOU CAN’T BELIEVE EVERYTHING YOU HEAR… STILL, I WOULDN’T TAKE CHANCES .. ;)

10.) WHICH LEADS ME ONTO THIS LAST CLOSING STATEMENT! I’M TIRED OF THE DRAMA SHIT, I’M SICK AND MENTALLY EXHAUSTED FROM IT ALL. I DON’T REALLY NEED IT IN MY LIFE NO MORE…

I GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO IN MY LAST FEW DAYS ON THIS SHITTY EARTH! I MIGHT JUST SELL OFF VINDICTIVEBASTARD.NET IF I CAN GET A GOOD OFFER FOR IT. I REALLY DON’T GIVE A SHIT NO MORE, FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THE DRAMA, FUCK THE ASSHOLES INCLUDING ME, JUST FUCK EVERYTHING!

I’M SICK OF IT ALL, AND YOU SHOULD BE TOO! GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER FOLKS! PACK YOUR BAGS YOU OLD HAGS, CAUSE THE SHIT IS GOING TO HIT THE FAN!! KEEP YOUR EYES PEELED ON SHITTY EUROPE AND THE E.U. CAUSE HE’LL BE COMING BACK FOR YOUUUUUU!

That’s all, that’s it.. no more shit! I’m out.. later..

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