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IT’S MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY TIRESOME!! SHUT THE HELL UP, LEAVE EACH OTHER ALONE, AND LIVE YOUR LIVES!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think it’s high time to take a few days break from the net, instant messengers, and sites for awhile. If you have my phone number, you know how to call me…  BUY DAMN PHONE CARDS! CAUSE THAT’S WHAT I DO!!

It’s fucking sad actually, all this arguing going on, bitching, fighting, and getting on each other, that it makes anyone’s head swell up to the size of the Good Year Blimp…

Here below are my thoughts, suggestions, and opinions. If you don’t like them, fuck off!

1.) GET A FUCKING LIFE, AND GROW THE FUCK UP! WHO FUCKING CARES IF SOMEONE SAYS SHIT ABOUT YOU. THE MORE YOU DWELL ON IT, THE MORE IT WILL HAPPEN! LEAVE IT ALONE!

2.) IT’S OK TO RANT ABOUT THINGS AND SHIT! BUT WHEN IT INVOLVES OTHER PEOPLE 24-7, IT’S TIRESOME AND GIVES NOTHING BUT HEADACHES!

WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK IF “SO AND SO” DOES THIS, OR DOESN’T DO THAT!?! I SURE AS HELL DON’T REALLY CARE!!

NO ONE IS PERFECT, INCLUDING ME! WE ALL HUMAN, WE MAKE MISTAKES AND LEARN FROM THEM! EVEN THOUGH SOME DON’T LEARN, AND SO FUCKING WHAT! THAT’S THEIR LIFE, THAT’S NOT MINE! HELL, I’M STILL FUCKING UP, BUT AT LEAST I’M TRYING TO CHANGE A LITTLE BIT!

3.) FOR THE RECORD! JUST BECAUSE TGO AND SOME OTHER PEOPLE DON’T LIKE: JENN, KRYSTOLE, RANEE, AND WHOEVER THE HELL ELSE… DOESN’T MEAN I DO!

I DON’T KNOW THOSE PEOPLE, SO I DON’T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THOSE PEOPLE. I NEVER HAVE, NEVER WILL. ONLY THING THAT PISSED ME OFF WITH “KRYSTOLE”, WAS THE FACT OF HER STEALING PEOPLES LAYOUTS AND SHIT!

OTHER THEN THAT, I DON’T “KNOW” HER! I REALLY DON’T THINK SHE’S UGLY EITHER. EVEN THOUGH THAT ONE PICTURE WASN’T THE GREATEST PICTURE! LOL!

4.) PEOPLE MIGHT THINK I’M TGO’S BROTHER. WHICH IS FINE. BUT JUST BECAUSE HE AND I ARE SOME WHAT ALIKE IN PERSONALITY, POSTS, ATTITUDE, AND SO FORTH. DOESN’T MEAN I THINK JUST LIKE HIM, AND SHARE SAME OPINIONS ON PEOPLE LIKE HIM.

CHRISTINE AND I ARE PRETTY MUCH THE SAME WAY. WE LIKE SOME OF THE STUFF HE WRITES, BUT NOT ALL OF IT.

A.) I’M NOT RACIST…I SLEPT WITH A BLACK CHICK ALREADY WHEN LIVING IN HACKENSACK, NEW JERSEY! HELL, I’D SLEEP WITH ANOTHER BLACK CHICK AGAIN, IF I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY! (AND IF I WAS SINGLE OF COURSE! DON’T GET WRONG IDEAS THERE PEOPLE!) BESIDES ALL THAT, SOME OF MY FRIENDS ARE BLACK!
B.) I DON’T HATE GAYS…
C.) I DON’T THINK EVERYONE, INCLUDING THE KIDS IN HIS FORUMS ARE UGLY… (HELL, I HAVE A SON THAT WAS BORN 3 MONTHS EARLY, WITH CEREBRAL PALSY MYSELF!)
D.) LAST BUT NOT LEAST! I REALLY DON’T GIVE TWO SHITS IN THE WIND ABOUT PEOPLE’S ISSUES, UNLESS THEY CLOSE TO ME. I HATE BEING PART OF A DRAMA FEST 24-FUCKIN-7! I HAVE ENOUGH SHIT GOING ON IN MY SUCKY LIFE, I DON’T NEED TO DWELL AND BE APART OF ANYONE ELSE’S YET! MY MIND FEELS LIKE IT’S GOING TO BLOW!!!!!!

5.) IT DOES HURT LIKE HELL THAT THIS SPECIAL SOMEONE CAN TALK TO DANIEL ALL NIGHT, AND TOTALLY IGNORE ME! IT ALSO HURTS THAT BLOG MENTIONS NEVER HAPPEN, AND PROMISED PICTURES WOULD BE SENT, BUT THEN THEY NEVER SHOWED UP IN THE YAHOO MAIL BOX!

TO SOME THIS MIGHT BE FRIVOLOUS SHIT, AND UNIMPORTANT SHIT. BUT HELL, THE NET IS ALL WE GOT!!!!!! I CAN’T HOP IN A CAR AND GO SEE THE PERSON 24-FUCKIN-7!!

THAT’S BASICALLY THE SAME EQUIVALENT AS NOT SHOWING OFF YOUR LOVER ON THE STREETS, NOT TALKING ABOUT THEM TO YOUR “LIVE OFFLINE FRIENDS, BRAGGING ABOUT YOUR LOVER TO THEM FRIENDS!

NOT TO MENTION, IT’S LIKE NOT SHOWING YOUR FAMILY THEIR PHOTOS BECAUSE YOU EMBARRASSED, OR TOO LAZY! DOES IT HURT!? FUCK YEAH IT DOES! AND THE HAVING TO “HIDE/PROTECTING” TO SAVE “US” FROM ONLINE DRAMA IS SADDENING BULLSHIT!

DON’T GET ME WRONG, FRIENDS ARE REALLY IMPORTANT! THAT’S TRUE AND FINE! BUT JESUS FUCK! DON’T FORGET THE LOVER YOU’RE WITH THOUGH! OR YOU WON’T END UP HAVING ONE IN THE END!! 

SORRY, BUT IT’S REALITY! I’M DOING TONS TO SHOW OFF AND TELL PEOPLE THAT I AIN’T A SHAMED, SO WHY IS THE LITTLE SHIT, LIKE THE NORMAL EXPECTED STUFF SO HARD!?!?! I DON’T KNOW, I DON’T HAVE A CLUE! ALL I KNOW IS, IT FUCKING SUCKS ASS, AND HURTS LIKE FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE DYING, MY AS WELL COMMIT SUICIDE AND BE DONE WITH IT, FUCK IT!

6.) I MIGHT RANT, RAVE, AND ACT LIKE AN ASSHOLE ON HERE. AND EVEN RANT ABOUT THINGS EVERY WHERE ELSE! BUT JESUS FUCK, IT DON’T MEAN I HATE EVERYONE, OR EVERYTHING PER SE.

PEOPLE HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, A LOT OF MY ARTICLES WERE WRITTEN YEARS AGO, WHILE I WAS DRUNK AND PISSED OFF! THE POSTS WERE ORIGINALLY ABOUT MY REAL LIFE RELATIONSHIPS, JOBS, COWORKERS, AND MY SUCKY LIFE IN GENERAL. HENCE FOR THE RANTS AND SHIT. I THINK EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO THAT!!??

7.) JUST BECAUSE I’M TALKING WITH TGO, AND FRIENDS WITH TGO, DOESN’T MEAN I SHOULD BE HATED AND CLASSIFIED LIKE TGO.

THE SHIT I’M SAYING IN THIS POST ISN’T GOING AGAINST HIM, IT’S NOT TO PISS HIM OFF EITHER, NOR ANYONE ELSE! IT’S HOW I FEEL, IT’S HOW I’VE BEEN FEELING SINCE DAY ONE OF COMING ABOARD HIS SITE AND FORUMS.

HE KNOWS MY FEELINGS, THOUGHTS, OPINIONS, AND STUFF. UNLESS HE FORGOT IT. BUT EITHER WAY, I’M A PERSON THAT LIKES TO KEEP SHIT “REAL”. I HATE PRETENDING TO BE SOMETHING I’M NOT, I AIN’T “FAKE”…

AGAIN, THIS POST ISN’T MEANT TO PISS HIM OFF, OR BE A BITCH AND BAWL FEST. IT’S JUST ME TELLING EVERYONE WHERE I STAND AND HOW I FEEL. I’M ALLOWED. DON’T LIKE IT, FUCK OFF!

8.) I DO THINK IT’S WRONG TO MAKE FUN OF SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY HAVE A DISEASE, MENTAL ISSUES, HANDICAPPED CHILDREN, PEOPLE ON THEIR DEATH-BEDS, AND ETC ETC.

I KNOW I MIGHT MAKE FUN OF SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY FAT, UGLY, AND ETC. BUT IT’S JUST OUT OF MERE FUCKING AROUND. NO ONE CAN REALLY HELP HOW THEY WERE BORN, RAISED, AND ETC.

I’M BASICALLY JUST DOING WHAT ANYONE ELSE WOULD DO, IF THEY SEEN SOMEONE THAT WAS FAT AND UGLY! JUST A QUICK OBSERVATION, AND SARCASTIC REMARK! DOESN’T MEAN I HATE THEM.

HELL…I’M SURE THEY THE NICEST, AND SWEETEST PERSON TO TALK TO IN PERSON! AND BE AROUND TOO! WE’LL, OF COURSE BE AROUND, CAUSE THEY SO ROUND.. SO.. LOL! DAMN, I GOTTA STOP… ANYWAY, YOU GET MY POINT I HOPE…?

9.) I AIN’T ONE TO SAY THIS SHIT, BUT I GOTTA! GET RIGHT WITH THE LORD, AND GET SAVED! ENJOY YOUR LAST DAYS ON EARTH, BECAUSE THE LORD IS COMING BACK FOR HIS PEOPLE SOON!

LOVE YOUR FAMILIES, FRIENDS, NEIGHBORS, AND ANYONE AROUND YOU! I WAS WATCHING “JACK VAN IMPE” THIS MORNING AROUND 8:30AM EST. HE SAYS THE 7 MAJOR BIBLE PROPHECIES WERE FULFILLED.

AND TO EXPECT THE FUTURE “ANTICHRIST” TO COME OUT OF THE EUROPEAN UNION SOON, TO MAKE A 7 YR PEACE TREATY WITH ISRAEL, AND THE USA GOV’T PASSED A BILL FOR HAVING EVERYONE “TAGGED” WITH “ID CHIPS” BY MAY 2008.

HE ALSO SAYS THE LORD WILL HAVE HIS RAPTURE HAPPEN BEFORE THE “TAGGING”… I DUNNO ABOUT YOU, BUT I’D PLAY IT SAFE AND GET YOUR SHIT ON THE RIGHT TRACK… I KNOW, I KNOW.. YOU CAN’T BELIEVE EVERYTHING YOU HEAR… STILL, I WOULDN’T TAKE CHANCES .. 

10.) WHICH LEADS ME ONTO THIS LAST CLOSING STATEMENT! I’M TIRED OF THE DRAMA SHIT, I’M SICK AND MENTALLY EXHAUSTED FROM IT ALL. I DON’T REALLY NEED IT IN MY LIFE NO MORE…

I GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO IN MY LAST FEW DAYS ON THIS SHITTY EARTH! I MIGHT JUST SELL OFF VINDICTIVEBASTARD.NET IF I CAN GET A GOOD OFFER FOR IT. I REALLY DON’T GIVE A SHIT NO MORE, FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THE DRAMA, FUCK THE ASSHOLES INCLUDING ME, JUST FUCK EVERYTHING!

I’M SICK OF IT ALL, AND YOU SHOULD BE TOO! GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER FOLKS! PACK YOUR BAGS YOU OLD HAGS, CAUSE THE SHIT IS GOING TO HIT THE FAN!! KEEP YOUR EYES PEELED ON SHITTY EUROPE AND THE E.U. CAUSE HE’LL BE COMING BACK FOR YOUUUUUU!

That’s all, that’s it.. no more shit! I’m out.. later..