Feelings

Just another morning of bullshit….leading to the rest of the bullshit during the day! Good morning! Good afternoon, Good evening…..Good My Fucking Ass Crack!

I don’t know why people say that shit, because they always thinking: THIS DAY SUCKS HORSE WANG! THE PEOPLE ARE PRICKS, BITCHES AND MOTHERFUCKERS! Good moring, good afternoon or good evening …..WHAT??!! There isn’t anything “GOOD” about shit!

Every god damn day you get up, do the day, your fucked! Welcome to the planet of Hell! No matter what the hell you do, you’re still “FUCKED“! You can try to be the nicest fuck on the globe and still get the fucking of a life time! It won’t feel as good as that last lay, but…you’ve had the best fuck ever!

It don’t matter! You my as well stay in bed…..all day long….getting shit faced, watching tv. Fuck it right!? When going to work, it’s a drag, prick co-workers….or bosses. Nothing pleases anyone there. You do more work then anyone else, get paid less. Fuck it all!

You go to the store, you’re behind slow ass mothefuckers that make you wish you were at work! You could have put in a full 8 to 10 hours of the work day and atleast got paid for it. You’re fucked!

You could just be jogging around town, get raped and shit! Can’t even go for a jog without that chance of being molested, raped and fondled! My as well put a sign on the front door saying: Rape me! I’m jogging on the treadmill now! 2 more laps and I might just look appealing!

You can’t be a parent anymore, because there is always immature assholes and sluts out there trying to fuck ya or get down your pants, just to stir up shit between you and the spouse! I mean come on…why even get married!? My as well fuck everyone, be single and whoever is daddy or mommy is that!! Before you know it, the whole world is family. Everyone you run into is either a daddy, mommy, son, daughter, aunt, uncle and so on. What the hell!!??

Jesus! It’s so fucking sad! Before I was married..no one gave a damn about me, no one gave a damn about the wife! After having two kids and 5 years of marriage…..then all these prick motherfuckers wanted to fuck the wife like she’s an average day hoe, and girls wanted to fuck me to! This world is fucked up! Fuck it all…whatever!

You’re depressed as hell.! Who gives a damn….deal with it. The people think now, you my as well kill yourself! Why not right!? I mean…no one really gives a damn….they like to blame all your bad habits and distantences on other things, but, sickness! If you ran a 105 degree temp, you’re just faking it! Why even have doctors, therapists and shit! Fuck! No one gives a damn you anyways..my as well just kill yourself right!?

I don’t know anymore! Fuck it all…I’m tired of the way shit is going. LIFE SUCKS ASS! LIFE IS BULLSHIT! FUCK LIFE ANYONE IN YOUR LIFE SUCKS WANG! I’m out..lataz

Hello! My name is Twisted and I’m fucking DEPRESSED!

Depressed as a motherfucker! I don’t give two shits in the wind about YOU, ME or ANYONE ELSE I come across! I personally don’t care if I die, or do anything that pisses people off, or do anything in general.

I really don’t give a damn about shit. Welcome to Depression fuckers! You can’t please me, you can’t tide me over with shit…you can’t do nothing! If you’re depressed….welcome to the fucking club of HAPPINESS! Do what I do and drink BEER! I know! I know! It only lasts so long and you still have the same shit…. save it Mr. Wanna Be Therapist! Whatever….I don’t give a damn ….fuck it…I’m out for now….

P.S. Zoloft…is my friend! Zoloft…is my friend!

Zoloft…is my friend! Zoloft…is my friend! Fuck Zoloft!

DRINK BEER!

The worse thing for a man is a “false hope” in-regards to females. IT FUCKING SUCKS MASSIVE DONKEY DUNG!

I hate it, it’s just fucking bullshit! They’ll play with you, toy with your emotions and yet have the nerve to let you hanging. What the fuck is up with this shit!? It’s fucking bullshit! I’m fucking sick and tired of the fucking god damn “GAMES” bitches!

They are always crying to the male friends and female friends about how guys cheat, play games, use them, fuck them over in various ways and such…..but then they do it to! What the fuck!!?? The guys usually try and brush this shit off, but god damn! For one thing bitch!

1) NOT EVERY MAN IS THE SAME WAY, WHICH YOU SHOULD KNOW! BUT…YOU MUST NOT CARE, OR YOU WOULDN’T BE DOING THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT! (An example would be: Maybe 1 or 2 guys out of 5 at the bar are not looking for just sex, using, playing and such….so why not play the game of: I’M GOING TO BE MY TRUE SELF, JUST INCASE and not play the “hard to get game”!!?? Or, the lying game!?

Shit bitch! Us guys [With no intentions of doing all that bullshit games shit] do or try to do that every fucking day, just never happens. The ones I have met, always told me, I’m not going to be like your ex was, I’m going to love you till I die, I’m not going to cheat, I’m going to be with you the rest of my life!

I feel like I’m at a used car dealership now! The salesman tells me the car has ONLY this many miles, the car is good on gas and it’s just a good car! I buy it and the end result is a massive disappointment!

Not everyone is perfect, but shit! Come on peoples, if you tell people these things, don’t LIE! Be honest! That way is saves all that trouble, bullshit run-arounds and everything else. If it’s just for sex, say it up-front…..don’t play little games and make stupid ass comments for it to happen!

Come out and say! THIS IS FOR SEX ONLY! NOTHING MORE! Leave the games to elementry school kids and highschool kids! What the hell! Why is it so fucking hard to do! I mean, it’s kinda like this: Hey! What’s your name and blah blah…..let’s date… Then…. I love you to death, I won’t disappoint you in any way…… [moments and or days gone by] ….. Lover finds out that the other cheated or is seeing someone else…….. WTF BITCH OR ASSHOLE! Thanks!

I finally get attached…..and now this shit happens!! GO FUCKING FIGURE! I’m sick of it all….it’s the same run around bullshit with relationships. Here is what needs to be done again:

1) IF YOU WANT SEX ONLY! SAY IT AND BE DONE WITH IT! IT SAVES SO MUCH TIME!

7) IF YOU CONSTANTLY TORMENT THE ONE YOU’RE WITH BECAUSE YOU KNOW THEY ARE VERY SENSITIVE…..AND IT’S DRIVING THEM FUCKING NUTS! YOU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID AND NEED TO BE SHOT OR SOMETHING! YOU’RE JUST WRONG! EXPECT RESULTS FUCKERS!

10) IF YOU CHEAT, LIE, USE, PUT DOWN OR ANYTHING IN THAT NATURE, EXPECT IT BACK! DON’T BE SURPRISED! WHAT YOU DISH OUT, COMES AROUND AGAIN! BE PREPARED FUCKERS!

11) DO NOT PRETEND TO LIKE SOMEONE, BY SENDING EMAILS…CHATTING AND SUCH…THEN MAKE IT SOUND LIKE YOU LOVE THEM, LIKE THEM OR ANYTHING…AND END UP NOT EVEN CHECKING THEIR EMAILS OR NOT EVEN TALK TO THEM! STOP FUCKING TEASING AND LYING AND SHIT!! JUST SAY UPRONT WHAT’S GOING ON IN YOUR SHITTY ASS MIND TO START WITH FUCKERS! I HATE THIS SHIT THE MOST! FUCK OFF AND DIE YOU “TEASING SLUT” LIARS!

OK! Jesus! This was just on the mind, and I’m feeling that way at this present time. There is more to fall in here, but I’m fucking tired. Read the shit and learn! If you don’t, expect shit in your relationshhiips! That’s all for this post…..later

Twisted

P.S. WANT SOMETHING SPECIAL, NEED SOMETHING SPECIAL, BUT…DON’T GIVE ANYTHING SPECIAL BACK….EXPECT NOTHING SPECIAL! THAT’S ALL, THAT’S IT….NO MORE SHIT! IF NOBODY MEANS SHIT, YOU’LL GET SHIT!

Ever since I started this full time job, my strength has gone, I lost a good few pounds, I feel like shit, I look like shit, my body is nothing but shit. It’s fucked up! I don’t under-fer-fuckin-stand it at all… you’d think working them long 10 hour days and shit, I’d be gaining strength and such…but it’s really making my body worse.

My back is always aching, my body in general is not like it used to be, my outlook on people has gotten worser, everything is just gone to shit. I just don’t feel like doing anything…I’m only 28 years old and I feel like an old man that should be in a nursing home.

I think I better get a good physical and shit, and maybe a few tests in other areas as well. I’m starting to wonder if my body has been so used to doing lite work or whatever…such as part time jobs (nursing home shit) and being home alot on the net, that my body just doesn’t want to change course. I want this job for the money and benefits and such, but shit….I have been thinking about all this shit and maybe I should go for two part time “cake” jobs or something lol!!

Here’s what I think is wrong:

1) Depressed- Because my life sucks, the people in it suck, my now ex-girlfriends always fucked me over and I kept getting hurt, and I’m afraid to get with any girls anymore in fear of going through the same fucking bullshit repeatedly! Which leads to number 2..

2) Alone- Being that I don’t want the same shit happening again with girlfriends, I really don’t go out trying to find someone new… but yet, it sucks being alone… I hate it! Life isn’t fair, especially mine… “LIFE”! YOU SUCK!!

3) Inactive- Since I have gotten this job, I’m not very active at home. I spend more time sleeping and shit then anything else. Here is what goes on for the four days of work… Mon through Thurs…. I go to work at 4:30pm to 3am…get home…eat and watch some t.v. and get online to check emails and shit….go to sleep about 6am….sleep till fucking 2pm or 3pm, get dressed and ready for work and the shit repeats.

It also sucks, because when I get off work at 3am early Friday morning, I get home…eat and such….then sleep most of the day because I’m tired and it’s my “rest time” after work….and then the weekends fly by quicker then shit…and it’s back to the same schedule.. Either way you look at it, working 10 hours a fucking day…sucks massive horse wang! I need something different…this is taking it’s toll on my body or something…

4) Anti-Social- I haven’t been really socialable like before, I really don’t care if I talk to anyone or see anyone. I’m sick of drama, I’m sick of the usual bullshit that comes from being around someone, their problems, and them alone.

Everytime I had met up with friends and shit, there was always some form of drama! 99% of the time it was bitchy females “playing” us guy friends all the time trying to start shit between us. I’m sick of it…I don’t really want friends anymore, I don’t want shit…well, that’s a lie..I want my cigarettes and beer and tunes… Just to go some where and get plastered by myself and jam out or some shit..

REALLY! I’M NOT! I DON’T HATE THEM! I’M JUST AGAINST THE USERS, CHEATERS AND WHORE BAGS THAT CLAIM TO BE SOMETHING SPECIAL AND TURN OUT TO BE SHIT!

I know I must have made almost 50 to 100 posts about how girls can be bitches, sluts and whore bags! I’m not against females in general…Im just AGAINST THE SHIT THEY PULL ON YOU WHEN YOU ARE WITH THEM!

I usually post about the relationship horseshit or whatever because that shit did happen to me. I’m not fucking stupid! I’m 28 years old and have been there so many god blasted times it’s not funny! You can’t really trust anyone anymore! I guess that’s because you know it happened to you alot. That’s why I post the shit I do! IT’S BECAUSE, IT’S THE FUCKING TRUTH!

ALSO! It’s not always the girls doing it! It’s the guys to! Guys can be fucking assholes to, because if you and your girl go out to the club or whatever..there is always some drunken bastard fuck…trying to hit on your girl! That’s why I hate going to the bar or club with a girl…because there is usually some drunken asshole there to try and start shit…that doesn’t needed to be started to start with! Fucking pricks!

COME ON GOD DAMN IT! I DON’T WORK MY WAY TO YOUR FUCKING HOUSE DRUNK AS FUCK TRYING TO STEAL YOUR GIRL OR WHATEVER! I WOULDN’T EVEN TRY TO TAKE HER AT THE FUCKING BAR! I CAN’T HELP IT IF SHE IS OUT HITTING ON GUYS AND SHIT, LYING LIKE THE SLUT SHE IS!…. JUST LIKE THE GUYS LIE TO THE GIRLS! HOW DOES ANYONE KNOW, WHO’S IS WHO’S!??

THEY SHOULD MAKE BRANDING AVAILABLE FOR PEOPLES! SERIOUSLY!  IT WOULD BE LIKE A TAT, BUT MORE OFFICIAL! IT WOULD SAY SOMETHING LIKE…IM THIS DUMBASSES BITCH, SO HANDS OFF! HAHAHA…NAA JK.

I just wish there was more single people out there that would be willing to stay LOYAL and such, rather then just ruin or fuck someone up more then they already are! It’s sad..but, I guess that’s LIFE! I think I’d rather stay single the rest of my life and spoil myself..only if they (girls) or (guys) knew how to treat someone…sigh..    O WELL!….FUCK IT!!

Twisted

SOMETIMES WHILE WALKING AROUND SITTING DOWN…I TEND TO THINK OF SOME FUCKED UP SHIT! ANYWAYS…ON WITH THE BULLSHIT! (Please note: I made the beginning of that sentence like that on purpose…if ya don’t like it..just lick it!) Examples are like below here:

1) Georgie, Georgie.. pumpkin pie! Can’t get a girlfriend so he wishes he would just die! 

2) Jack and Jill went up the hill, to get shit faced and have a thrill! Jack got stoned and Jill got boned! (and…I gotta finish this off some how… later..LOL!)

3) A tiskit a taskit, fuck the Easter basket!

4) A tiskit a taskit, you look like a faggot carrying that pansey ass Easter basket!

5) Rubba.. dub.. dub….three homosexuals in a fucking bath-tub!

I dunno about the above 5 things….I’m going through withdrawals and shit..so bare with it fuck nuts. Anyways….I just want to let everyone know…I’m not naming names on my Plog…it’s just me merely venting about certain issues, sucky life experiences and so forth. I don’t need therapy…I don’t need medications…..I don’t NEED shit!

Except the right to EXERCISE MY FULL RIGHTS LIKE ANY OTHER AMERICAN! AND 99% OF THE DAMN TIME, I CAN’T! BECAUSE CERTAIN PEOPLES DON’T WANNA HEAR ME OUT! THEY CAN SAY ALL THE SHIT THEY WANNA SAY….AND I’M SUPPOSE TO TAKE IT ALL! NAA! DON’T WORK THAT WAY BASTARDS! TO THEM….I’M NOT EVEN ALOUD TO DEFEND MYSELF WHEN THEY START THE SHIT TO! THAT IS FUCKING WRONG!

People may wonder why do I have so much hatred and why I’m so miserable. Well! I’ll tell you why! I’m going to make the ULTIMATE POST CALLED….YOU CAN’T HANDLE THE TRUTH! In that post will explain things in more detail hopefully…..about why I am so fucking miserable! I don’t need therapy…cause that is a crock of shit and a waste of money! Why tell someone for $50.00 sessions my life problems…..when I can post my shit on here and feel better…knowing that other’s going through the same shit….can maybe learn from my posts and relate to the shit that happens to me?! I’m not always a miserable angry person…I’m just like anyone else out there in the world. I HAVE FEELINGS TO! IF YOU STEP ALL OVER THEM, EXPECT FOOT PRINTS ALL OVER YOUR’S BASTARDS! LIFE SUCKS ASS AND THEN YA DIE! EXCEPT IN MY CASE! IT’S ALL COMING OUT BEFORE I DO! LOL! EXPECT IT AND LOVE IT!

I TELL IT HOW IT IS! I’M TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT, WHERE EVERYONE THINKS THEY ARE BETTER THEN OTHER PEOPLES AND THEY THINK THEY CAN JUST BOOST THEIR OWN EGO’S AND CONFIDENCE AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHER PEOPLE’S FEELINGS AND SO FORTH! IT IS TOTALLY WRONG, TOTALLY DISRESPECTFUL AND THEN THEY EXPECT YOU NOT TO GET MAD ABOUT ANYTHING! AH! YOU NEED THE THERAPY..YOU NEED THE MEDICATIONS AND YOU NEED TO JUST FUCK OFF! (Please note: I might sound like a hypocrit there, but fuck it! They did shit to me and so forth….now it’s time for them to take the “hot seat!” Like I said before, if you can dish the shit out, expect the same serving of shit when it comes around your way!)

TO ME! MY LIFE SUCKS… BECAUSE.. “YOU FUCKERS” HELP MAKE IT THAT WAY! AND WHEN TRYING TO OPEN UP TO “YOU”..FRIENDS AND SHIT…THEY GET MAD AND ACT LIKE I’M NOT SUPPOSE TO! THAT’S FUCKED UP AND WRONG! MY ONLY OPTION NOW, IS TO POST MY SHIT ON HERE, AND IF PEOPLE DON’T LIKE IT…LICK IT AND STICK IT! I’m done….laterz….

Twisted

I don’t understand it anymore….girlfriends and boyfriends…..just don’t last like they use to. 

It’s like this…. these days…..it’s a miracle if your relationship lasts longer then 5 months….. ppl bragging and shit….. YEAH MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HER LASTED 6 MONTHS WOOT WOOT! TIME TO CELEBRATE!! Yeah! It’s something to celebrate alright! I’d be bragging, BAH! Yeah right!

I don’t know what the hell is going on anymore….it just don’t make any god damn sense. I guess it’s like buying a used car, you think you got a descent deal…you drive it for a month or so and it ends up in the shop and you spend more on it then what it’s worth. Relationships are like this to…you put so much time in to it and you wind up wasting your life, feelings, emotions and just TIME in general on BULLSHIT and then end result, you wind up hurt with nothing, back to square one again….browsing for a new girl some where. JESUS!

And I laugh when I hear girls saying…why do all the cute guys have to be gay! BITCH! They are just smart! Hahaha…..naa….but they always say that shit….but then I think….well why are the cute and gorgeous girls SLUTS, USERS AND CHEATERS!? I think girls and guys for that matter, need to get their heads outta their asses and look at what they have and build something special between each other….rather then just browsing around like shopping in a damn mall or something….for someone else…when YA ALREADY HAVE SOMEONE GOD DAMN IT!

IT DON’T PAY TO CHEAT, USE AND FUCK OVER THE PERSON YOUR WITH NOW! IT JUST SHOWS YOUR A SLUT, USING BITCH OR ASSHOLE WITH NO FEELINGS FOR ANYONE BUT YOUR DAMN SELF!

Now! With that said…maybe some people will learn something other than being after ME! ME! ME! ALL THE DAMN TIME! And work on US! You and your lover your with! If you don’t think it will work out with that person your with now…..don’t say a bunch of bullshit and give that other person false hope…..just end it! DON’T CHEAT ON THEM! It only makes you look 10x worse in the end and your REPUTATION will then be this: REPUTATION=SHIT! That’s all….laters

Twisted 

I have noticed this shit to…BITCHES.. can say all the damn shit they wanna say but your suppose to keep your mouth shut when it comes to YOU the male wanting to get your points, feelings, suggestions and opinions out to them (the BITCHES).

What the fuck is the point of a relationship if it’s always suppose to be a ONE WAY street!!?? Everything they do is fine, everything you do is wrong and is NOT ALOUD! This is fucking bullshit! And the funny part is..the girls are always bitching and moaning about how the guy’s treat them like shit….but then they are the first to treat the guy’s like shit… AH! REALITY CHECK BITCHES! If you don’t want the same shit (treatment) coming back to you…then why dish the shit out to start with!!??

It’s like the karma deal…and the old saying: If you can dish the shit out.. then expect to take the same serving of the shit when it comes around to you! That is only fair right?! People only can take so much BULLSHIT then the hammer falls. Just like the kids at schools….kids get picked on for supid reasons daily…they can’t fight back because they might be too small in size…so they resort to other shit….like guns and stuff. IT’S HIGH TIME TO JUST BE NICE TO PEOPLES AND TREAT THEM GOOD LIKE YOU WANT TO BE TREATED!

This is why I use my Plog to get the anger out. But then I have bitches, bitching about the vents I do! I’m not aloud to bitch any where else without having another argument started! GO FUCKING FIGURE! My point is proven…just like at work…..they can bitch all they want to…but Im suppose to keep my mouth shut and just keep taking the BULLSHIT! Then they wonder why Im always miserable and I’m becoming more of an “asshole”! WHY NOT!!?? I MEAN SHIT COME ON NOW! IF YOUR GOING TO BE RETARDED, DON’T BE HALF RETARDED BE ALL THE WAY RETARDED!

YOU CAN’T BE THAT STUPID RIGHT?! YOU WANT ME TO KEEP MY DAMN MOUTH SHUT BITCHES, ALL YOU BITCHES, SLUTS, TEASING WHORES AND ANY GIRL IN THIS CATAGORY! AND THEN THEY WONDER WHY I’M BECOMING AN ASSHOLE AND OR JERK! HELL-O!!??  REALITY CHECK! DING!! DING!! DING!! JUST LOOK IN THE MIRROR, I’M SURE YOU’LL FIND THE REAL REASON QUICK, UNLESS YOU BECAME BLIND IN A MATTER OF 1 SECOND!

You CAN NOT treat peoples like shit, and get away with it! It won’t work! There is no way in hell that this shit is going to go over all the time with a male. You will be assed out, you will be left in gutter with shit! A homeless man will own more property then YOU BITCHES! That is a fact! You will not have SHIT! My advice to you is wake the fuck the fuck up and start treating others as you would like to be treated! That’s it! That’s all! I’ll prolly update this post later..

Twisted